January 21, 2013

New Beginnings

Hey everyone. I moved to Southern California for school purposes. Basically, I'm extremely homesick, and want to get on the next plane home to foggy seattle. I know no one down here and my roommates are the friendliest of people, so that makes it lonely. Also I miss my parents more than anything. So right now I would say I'm awkward. I have basically contained myself to the four walls of my bedroom, and after I showered this morning I went for a walk around my campus while talking to my mom on the phone. I didn't realize how lonely I'd feel, but I'm feelin it. I get excited for the clock to hit 8 pm so I can just watch movies in bed, curl up in the quilt my grandma made me and cry. I sound so pathetic, but I am ridiculously shy and awkward. In 2.5 weeks, my birthday will be here and with it, my sister. I cannot wait to be around someone who always makes me laugh and someone who I can be a complete idiot with. I want to go home but the fact is, I am here. And home is far from here.


LBM said...

Things will be completely different in a few weeks! When I went to university(college)the first two weeks were awful and my flatmates didn't speak to me at all (they were nice but barely spoke English and were really shy). It just takes a while to settle in! x

Anonymous said...

Give it time. Things will get better!

Anonymous said...

I'm sure your folks were crying to. They'll miss you like crazy!