January 21, 2013
Hey everyone. I moved to Southern California for school purposes. Basically, I'm extremely homesick, and want to get on the next plane home to foggy seattle. I know no one down here and my roommates are the friendliest of people, so that makes it lonely. Also I miss my parents more than anything. So right now I would say I'm awkward. I have basically contained myself to the four walls of my bedroom, and after I showered this morning I went for a walk around my campus while talking to my mom on the phone. I didn't realize how lonely I'd feel, but I'm feelin it. I get excited for the clock to hit 8 pm so I can just watch movies in bed, curl up in the quilt my grandma made me and cry. I sound so pathetic, but I am ridiculously shy and awkward. In 2.5 weeks, my birthday will be here and with it, my sister. I cannot wait to be around someone who always makes me laugh and someone who I can be a complete idiot with. I want to go home but the fact is, I am here. And home is far from here.