Right now. In this moment. I am being selfish. As selfish as I can possibly get, so when the time comes for me to settle down, I can give 100% of my heart to others. I want to have stories to tell about "That horrible evening in________." or "When I left everything behind and moved across the country." Those are those moments in time when I think I'll look back and laugh or just be happy with whatever it is I went after. I mean honestly, I don't think people ever look back on what their youth and say "Yaaa, I am really glad I stayed home and talked to my cats instead of going out to __________."....Ok yes, I know I am the person that stays home with the cats. So when i EVENTUALLY move out, hopefully I won't be the cat lady.
Yes this is a long and ranting post about how I don't want to settle down yet. How I am selfish right now. And how I just want to do stuff I want to do. But ya know what? That's ok. That's how I feel. And those feelings will probably change, who knows when, but for right now I am going to travel, work, spend my money, and just have a fabulous time doing so. I may have regrets later on, but I'd rather have regrets about stuff I did, instead of things I didn't do.
Ok. I'm done. That's all. Have a lovely Tuesday. :)